I just wanted to share a few things with everyone every single day i look up @ the clock @ 4:21 or it is 4:20 just turning 4:21 it never ever fails its is very affirming to me jacob passed away at 12:30 am on 4/21/06 just leaving 4/20/06 entering into 4/21/06 so in my mind it is right on the cusp of both days and i think that is why when i look up at the clock its either 4:20 or 4:21 some of you may not beleive in signs from loved ones from the other side but i live by this and i strongly believe in this also about 9 years ago jacob gave me a blue lave lamp as a gift ive had it on my entertainment center ever since about 3 weeks ago out of no where it turned completley clear in color ive had this lamp fpr 9 yrs and its been blue the whole time i know he surrounds the ones he loved and to me this is just another conformation!!! Ilove you jake always, Amber
Tonight as I was putting Aidan to sleep I was singing him Amazing Grace like we (mom and I both have) both do everynight to get him to sleep. He has done this before, but for some reason tonight it just touched me. Aidan folded his hands like he was praying, looked up at the celining and started to sing daddy while I was singing Amazing Grace to him. I have to believe that Jacob is really here watching over Aidan to make sure that he is okay and nothing will harm him. Your son loves you very very much Jacob, and he knows that you are here.
Just to share what happend two days ago, I was having Aidan look at some of the family pictures that I have in my house so that he can continue to see everyone, his dad, mom, grandparents, great grandparents, cousins, ect... when I picked him up to the entertainment center where I have Jacob's ashes and the memorial picture of Jacob he reached for Jacob's ashes and gave the urn a kiss and then gave it to me to give it a kiss and said "daddy" He is such a smart little guy!
Another memory that me and mom both share with Jacob was when we went to the water park and got sooooo burnt. Jacob was worse than the two of us, however he still wanted to take care of the both of us and do everything that we asked him to do! He always cared so much about others and that just goes to show how important family was to him!
He looked like an angel,he smiled like one to! His laugh could make anyone forget they were blue!
I remember when we were little we used to tell everyone we seen,where ever we were he was the boy from HOME ALONE, so when we went to Arizona to visit Jake , Ashley and I went to the stores and we had him put his hands on his face and and yell...AHAHAHAHAH all the way through the stores! I don't think I have ever laughed so hard! Jacob is very missed by every one who knew him,his 2nd cousins Justice Ollman and Cade Wilson were 2 of his biggest fans they would also like to let Jake know how much they loved him and miss him
